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Friday, July 22, 2005

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 20:30:40 GMT

well yesterday was my birthday...i got this weird looking purse from my little sis...so i gave it to her so she could keep it. lol. she was happy. i got a whole bunch of clothes too. we drove my cousin home today...thank god. my mom smacked me because i called her a bitch...it was an accident. i swear. it just...slipped out. lol. so now i have...well had a bloody lip and now its all like puffy. it looks horrible. oh well. it should go away soon. im going to take a shower now..i'll write more later...

kayti <33

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 23:01:54 GMT

hey guys! im officially fourteen...hurray...i got vanilla cake. thank gawd. i HATE chocolate...its nasty. my sister is all mad because i get more stuff than she does...shes way to emotional. well im single...again. for like the 20th time this week. lol. me and my friends ellie and vivica went shopping at hot topic today. like a lot earlier. i got like 100 wrist bands, H.I.M and Bam Margera sweatshirts, long black boots, and a music=life braclet cuz i broke my other one. ok i'll write tomorrow or something...

kayti <33

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 04:09:47 GMT

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday dear me, happy birthday to me...yeah i know im a loser. oh well. today was full of hecticness...if thats even a word...probably not. im known for making up words half the time. im getting older by the second...even though i dont look a day past 14...lol. my cousin came over and we walked around the block...in hope for my emo friends would be out and i would have at least something fun to do...but they werent. it was effin hot out though. and i was wearing pants. it was really crazy. i was supposed to go to the BFS concert in bridgeveiw tomorrow with my cousins beth and alyssa and my sis jackie. but the inferiors told me no because they want to spend time with me on my brithday. corny...i dont need to spend anymore time with them...i spend enough time with them already. i'll probably just go with my friend evie somewhere tomorrow...if she's back from here vaca. she went to florida...that lucky duck. lol. the warped tour is saturday and we still havent convinced my dad to let me and jackie go. (when i say we, i meen me and beth). he's evil, ya know? everyone in this crazy house is evil. i feel alone. not really actually. all my friends are effin awesome and i have my cousins alyssa and beth too. they're always there for me. but one problem: my pimp daddy *lol* joey lives in alabama...its soooo far away!!! and i dont have any money to buy a plane ticket to go and see him. what else is happening??? hmm...my boyfriend broke up with me because i'm "not easy enough". whatever...he doesnt deserve me if he's only going to be trying to get in my pants. . i find it funny actually. none of my relationships seem to work at all. its like they're all using me...they're all idiots. lol. uuh....i ate like 30 bowls of cookie crips cereal...so im like super full now. i'll write like in the morning...or something.

kayti <33

pass it on...

*lol...this CD is awesome*

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 18:29:57 GMT

its really boring here. theres nothing to do. i have a pic of my friends when they were at the waterpark a few days ago. my boyfriend is in the middle. he looks small in the pic but in real life he's like almost 6'0"..crazy right? im only 5'6"...still pretty tall. so here is the pic...

<--vince, jeremiah, and tate *at a waterpark like a week ago*

we'll i have to go...i'll write later...

kayti <33

B0Y : why don't you like me?
GiRl : i do like you ... it's just ....
B0Y : just .. what?
GiRl : i'm so afraid to fall again
B0Y : this is different...
GiRl : how is this any different?!?
B0Y : because this time .... i'll catch you <3

*
Boy: I need someone to talk to.
Girl: I'm always here for you.
Boy: I know.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much.
Girl: Talk to her.
Boy: I don't know. She'll never like me.
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want to tell her how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her...
Boy: She won't like me.
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell.
Girl: Well, just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
Boy: I tell her daily.
Girl: What do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same
problem, but he'll never like me.
Boy: Wait, who do you like?
Girl: Oh. Some boy....
Boy: Oh...she wont like me either..
Girl: She does....
Boy: How do you know?
Girl: Because who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You...
Girl: You're wrong. I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: ..So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did....

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 23:51:14 GMT

hey...the movie was awesome...way more awesome than i thought it would be. tom cruise and his son in the movie are hot. lol. i really wanted to go and see willy wonka though, oh well. here are some recent pics of my retarded friends:

<--ryan *ctrl shirt*, chris *blue shirt*, mikey *sticking middle finger up*, and rory *gray shirt* (they're eric and ty's friends)

<--ty *when we were in north dakota*

my computer wont let me scan anymore...sorry!

kayti <33

*ty and eric (my cousins) say hi*

The GUNSHOTS outside my WINDOW

The BLOODSTAINSon my WALL

The CUSSING

The FIGHTING

The CIGARETTES that fill the HALLS

SMOKE fills my LUNGS

Choking my TEARS

That will NEVER fall

Is my LIFE like this for a REASON?

What did I do WRONG?

My HOPE is always FLICKED away

And NO ONE hears my call

I HOPE for a better TOMORROW

That will NEVER come.

I DREAM of better places

And why YOU never came.

But right now I am NOBODY

A CANDLE without a FLAME

Someday I will find MYSELF

In this huge UNPERFECT world
But right now I’m CONTENT with what I am

A SAD

And

FRIGHTEND

Girl

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 19:04:03 GMT

ok im going to the movies now. i'll be back later.

abby: im sorry for being a bitch to you...i was just defending my friends *which i do too much*...so are we friends now?

anywho...when i get back i'll tell you about the movie...

kayti <33

*i deleted the i worship thing...it was a bit corny wasnt it? lol

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 20:25:55 GMT

hey....i got the new harry potter book today...i cant read it until i finish the fourth and fifth ones though...uh anyway...my dad is being a beach...he's not letting me go to the warped tour now im going to crawl up into a ball in the corner and die now...lol jk. hmm what else??? oh yeah...my cousin ty *the one with blonde hair in most of the pictures* says hi to everyone. i would post more pics but two things. 1) im at my cousins house and she dont have a scanner and 2) eric is mad at me because i threw a pillow at him yesterday so now he wont let me use his camera. oh well...he cant stay mad at me forever...right???

kayti <33

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 05:39:20 GMT

i have some pics of my dorky little friends...nothing much happend today. same ol same ol. really boring. here they are:

<--lee and chris *this was at lee 14th bday like a week ago*

<--my cousin eric *on his computer...well mine actually :)*

<--ty *we were going to the doctors to pick up Eric's medicine. &ty is eric's brother...notice how they look nothing alike&

<--ty *i have no idea why he closed his eyes when he took this pic*

<--shaun, lee's little brother *he's at...well idk...lol...i think we were on a road trip*

<--chris at my house *im not sure which room though*

well i'll post more later! or when they want to take more pics!

*i took all of these with my cousin Eric's digital camerca...him and Ty *his brother* are staying with us for a while :)*

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 01:09:28 GMT

i am UNBELIEVEBLY bored right now, its not even funny...ok maybe it is lol. so i was outside earlier and i heard the TORNADO SIRENS!! i meen, it like wasnt even raining. and now its like...well now its dark outside because its late...but after the sirens went off it looked perfect outside. i added another person to my "who i worship"...

i worship:

BAM MARGERA

VILLE VALO

and

SONNY MOORE

kayti <33

Monday, July 11, 2005

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 21:05:29 GMT

i was just watching grind. the best movie ever...and my "mabbie" is in it too...hah...i love him so much! but anyway...it's crazy hot over here in bolingbrook...im on fire. lol.

kayti <33

my "mabbie" = bam margera